Infected melody
infuriated
Your ass-nine behavior infuriates me...
Your inattentive efforts to right where you have wronged...
Sadistic mentality and abuse not ceasing, just prolonged
Inconsiderate, ignorant, indifference -disregard
Once affectionate demeanor has turned as ice and just as hard
What of the foolishness to admit to loving you-
How can I justify any of it this bullshit you've put us through
Inflicting your pain, blow after blow, your masochistic tendencies,
destruction is all you know.
I have yet to wipe you from existence, as if you possess some unnatural hold-
but believe that your sissy -lala faggot fucked up ways
Are growing old.
I hate you
for the weak selfish fukk that you are...
Your ignorance and blind indifference to the control you have.
Your inability to feel
And communicate
And to be fucking real.
Ye, who would make such issue about non existent traits within yourself, yet demand them of me....
I’m twice the man in one woman that your panzy ass could ever be....
don’t talk, don't share, withdraw and hold back,
Refrain, nowhere to be found...and ready to attack
Non existent.
A real apparition.
Silence your misused weapon of choice-
Integrity -you don’t have any
Faults and misgivings, you have many
Honesty left you with no voice to utter your deceitful lies-
wallow in your filth, I will revel in your demise...
I'd die for you
You know that, and kill me everyday
Untouched,
You remain....
Master and solitary player in your own fukked up game....
I cannot believe this, truth you have no clue,
of hope you make a mockery...
Bred blackened hate twisted truth to your ways
Darkened all your days...
Lifeless
Loveless
Despondent,
life’s blood spent.
Hypocrisy...
Reality...
Insanity...
Your infected deranged melody....
Saturday, December 17, 2011
I wonder your intent
What will you say today
That hasn’t already been said
Why beat a broken horse, its dead
There is too many hurts
Remain unaccounted for
Too many excuses
That I cant excuse anymore
This has been going on for so long
You try to pretend as if nothings wrong
I gave you an inch
You stretched it a mile
And continued doing
My undoing all the while
Crying every night
Ignoring me or fight
None of this is right
End it I try
You won’t let it die
Constantly adding to the grief
I have to wonder your intent
Because you wont let rest,
What you say you never meant,
What will you say today
That hasn’t already been said
Why beat a broken horse, its dead
There is too many hurts
Remain unaccounted for
Too many excuses
That I cant excuse anymore
This has been going on for so long
You try to pretend as if nothings wrong
I gave you an inch
You stretched it a mile
And continued doing
My undoing all the while
Crying every night
Ignoring me or fight
None of this is right
End it I try
You won’t let it die
Constantly adding to the grief
I have to wonder your intent
Because you wont let rest,
What you say you never meant,
RePete
RePete
It was today
But happened long ago,
The boy I met
And belong to styll yet
became the man I’ll never know
and the lifetimes of dreams
I’ll never forget.
It was meant one way,
taken another
not the usual practice or habit
Of the one that I do,
Can never have,
And accept as my lover.
You think like yesterday,
that went an opposite way
When you objectively dice and masochistic- like slice
Everything you think you think you hear me say
I doubt I could
You insist I would
If we aren’t already running opposite directions
We definitely should.
No doubts in my mind
My heart’s an even bigger mess,
And to my disappointment,
My body styll responds to your caress
On those rare occasions
we speak the same language
Hidden messages revealed from a touch
The look in the eyes
The eyes that say too much
Flash for the briefest of moments .
And in for a big surprise
The loving turns dark and ugly
Thought was truth was found to be lies
And all those foul things you said, they are true
They happen to describe you
It was today
But happened long ago,
The boy I met
And belong to styll yet
became the man I’ll never know
and the lifetimes of dreams
I’ll never forget.
It was meant one way,
taken another
not the usual practice or habit
Of the one that I do,
Can never have,
And accept as my lover.
You think like yesterday,
that went an opposite way
When you objectively dice and masochistic- like slice
Everything you think you think you hear me say
I doubt I could
You insist I would
If we aren’t already running opposite directions
We definitely should.
No doubts in my mind
My heart’s an even bigger mess,
And to my disappointment,
My body styll responds to your caress
On those rare occasions
we speak the same language
Hidden messages revealed from a touch
The look in the eyes
The eyes that say too much
Flash for the briefest of moments .
And in for a big surprise
The loving turns dark and ugly
Thought was truth was found to be lies
And all those foul things you said, they are true
They happen to describe you
Same disaster everytyme,
The brain can barely keep track and caught up with the mind,
The situation unfolds as clearly as can be,
But styll theres always the things you cant seem to see.
You are so smart,
Sure,
You know it all,
Better get down from your pedastool,
Truth shall see you fall.
Always the same you Act the way we do,
But who but you, always forgets
Theres always one more view??
That you seem to forget one might
Actually have , that it could be as true
As the visions of the misconceptions that perception leads to view
You are hardly perfect
I dont pretend to try
My truth is as good as it gets,
But you would rather lie
Your illusions of grandeur
Cannot be considered competition for me,
You berate and belittle
Ferocious vile spittle
Venomous words
turnabout
Accuse what you do not see
Situations you twist and turn
Allowing more credit
Than you honestly earn
You hear what you want
Use what you can
Manipulating circumstances
Resorting to tactics
To make you more man
Inferior or insecure?
Definitely issues or a complex
Too much for me
When my utmost efforts barely receive a cynical scowl
And the way you turn the smallest of things,
To make me look so fowl
All you have done, how you put yourself out for me
In your mind make you so much bigger and better than I could ever be
Each and every effort
Met with disdain
Depleting all my energies
I lose so much with nothing to gain
I can predict your denial
I know you well
Whispered secrets
lovers promised
instead a
Fuck you and Goto Hell!!
By krptdnacnce, © 2007, All rights reserved.
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The situation unfolds as clearly as can be,
But styll theres always the things you cant seem to see.
You are so smart,
Sure,
You know it all,
Better get down from your pedastool,
Truth shall see you fall.
Always the same you Act the way we do,
But who but you, always forgets
Theres always one more view??
That you seem to forget one might
Actually have , that it could be as true
As the visions of the misconceptions that perception leads to view
You are hardly perfect
I dont pretend to try
My truth is as good as it gets,
But you would rather lie
Your illusions of grandeur
Cannot be considered competition for me,
You berate and belittle
Ferocious vile spittle
Venomous words
turnabout
Accuse what you do not see
Situations you twist and turn
Allowing more credit
Than you honestly earn
You hear what you want
Use what you can
Manipulating circumstances
Resorting to tactics
To make you more man
Inferior or insecure?
Definitely issues or a complex
Too much for me
When my utmost efforts barely receive a cynical scowl
And the way you turn the smallest of things,
To make me look so fowl
All you have done, how you put yourself out for me
In your mind make you so much bigger and better than I could ever be
Each and every effort
Met with disdain
Depleting all my energies
I lose so much with nothing to gain
I can predict your denial
I know you well
Whispered secrets
lovers promised
instead a
Fuck you and Goto Hell!!
By krptdnacnce, © 2007, All rights reserved.
→ Show additional poem info
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