again and again
havent learned yet- WTF???when?????
fucking played for the same stupid bitch i've always been
For him I held a weakness- a soft spot, gave him all my heart
says we're gonna be together, yet makes sure that we are apart
childish games pretending all this time
never revealing true feelings and making sure that he annihilated mine
I'm in a lost and confused place right now
the only one of us affected by the situation somehow
he gets so mean, and says hateful viscous things
not oblivious to the hurt it brings
there is something wrong when you get too mad to care
especially after just deciding days before that we didn't want to leave it there
in that state of conscience mind that allows the relationship to decay
because its been neglected and dealt with that way.
what has happened to make it acceptable this long
Its not the way you treat someone you love
It's wrong
He questions everything
constantly questioning me
The guilty eye pointing the finger
resulting derogatory
defined,
destined and doomed
malicious intentional and without consequences
not factual but assumed
The shadowed darkness
that silence hid behind
left behind an angry portion of a man no longer kind
you wont see the mirror
the sun no longer does shine
your total discarding of any feeling
and complete annihilation of and disregard for mine
how can he say them
does he believe them to be true?
If he does then I know I cant believe he ever meant it
when he said "I love you"
he said I was stupid boring and dull,
in an instant got pissed and started being hateful
i dont know where it comes from
it tears me in two
it in't powssible to love someone this much
that hates you that much too.
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